LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
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Yes,I'm driving on wednesday and thursday!
God, Bless me!!!!!!
*I just don't know what's wrong with me!
I know there is still a period of time before it arrived.
but still I'm being paranoid!
Why?!
I'm scared!
i'm feared!
why!Why!
I'm really scared this month..
Can I peacefull pass through this month!?)))))):
9:47 PM
I F* hate you becoming a Bar Manager!
I super hate it when we always quarrelled about work!
I begin to hate work!
I'm dread to work.
I feared of facing people over there.
I hate working at the place.
I hate that giving in of too much!
Things wasn't this way initially,
Was it my fault,
your faulth or rather Our fault?
I really admire that you're just the first that I face you for the longest time
and keep mum.
It seemed that we are playing a game," who can keep quiet and not speak first?"
Well, it seemed I lost out most of the time.
Well, sometimes, i ask why am I giving in when I don't admit it's my fault.
But rather, I don't wish such situation continues?
It used to be us doing things together.
But not anymore.
I don't know.
One year is coming up.
will we even last till then?
I hate it totally when you think you are in no fault.
I'm really stressed about family don't add in to it anymore.
4:02 AM
OMG!
Have I forgotten to mention that I went to taipei?!
Girls, get your presents from me!
Why can't S'pore nail arts as cheap as taipei?!
And I will get my nail art changed every week?!
It's just as cheap as like 6 bucks for beautiful designs?!
))))))))):
10:37 PM
I start pondering about my future..
And I'm vexed over what I want.
God, Show me your way.
12:17 AM
Oh, have I forgotten to mention,
I have my ear PIERCED!!!!
Yes,With his companion piercing the same spot.!
And I got myself my favourite teapot.
1:19 AM
I hate to hide under that blanket sobbing away till I sleep.
I hate it when I couldn't even sleep well.
What's so wrong?
I simply hate having my feelings and emotions taking on a rollar coaster ride
all just for Someone!
11:08 AM
I'm seriously dread to work!
I just couldn't believe that things will come down to such a state.!
I should just slap them!
ARGHHHHHHHH! SHOOT!!!!
12:39 AM
I have blogged the most through out this entire year,
for these 2 days during my temp job.
Batam Trip during Feb,
Sentosa Stay
and Pulau Ubin trip during March,
Our 4th month,
Waraku Short meet-up with magdeline and YQ,
Cameron Highland,
New year gathering at Mr Lee house,
F4 meet up during april,
Marina Barrage!
Done with all my postings!
4:16 PM
Doing temp at Bench road for 2 days.
COOLIES~!!
It's my first time doing an admin cum recept. job.
Seriously, I can't look at the com for long man!
))):
But time really flies!
Just finish my church documents since work from 9.
Fast!
There's nothing for me to do at all.
Dispatching letters, open door and answer phone.
WAHHHHHHHH~!
I hope can work more days.!
Ok I will blog my entries since last year.
(((((((:
11:43 AM
I very much struggling whether should I work this holiday,
This is the last holiday I'm having.
I really want a thorough break!
But after seeing my bank, I really need to work.
I can't help and feel so broke man!
I hate this feelings totally.
So broke, that at times, I really doesn't want to leave house!
10:20 AM
SHIT!!!
I didn't even had a week break
before rushing for the weekly tasks by this week for mentor.!
Which meant like more than 10 pages of essay to write!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
CRAAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Total Crap!
And submission back to school will be on next friday!
Yes, attachment may come to an end soon.
However, assignments doesn't stop here.!
We need to start pilling up every single bits of things now.
Photos! yes, I don't have it all man!
There just ain't enough time for us to take! or rather multi-task to do it!
I have yet to write any evaluation for any lessons that I have conducted man!
just in point form!
God, give me power! lots of it!
11:09 PM
Wah.. It's choatic this entire week!
Lesson were very much packed together.
First lesson last week.
The preparation work wasn't well prepared.
Second lesson was yesterday and the third lesson is today.!
Yesterday was mentor assessment and today Field Supervisor Assessment!!
And tomorrow is DAC assignment submission.!!!
MADNESS, I swear!
Having your lesson rejected again and again was demoralising.
However, amendments were done asap.
And yesterday lesson was crap totally!
But mentor's suggestions were very beneficial.(((((:
Children today were very tamed today during lesson.
I love them today!
That allowed me to conduct successfully.(:
Madness is over.!
Now it's over! it's more relaxing now.(:
12:13 AM
He's so sweet.(((:
Had a quarrel with him recently.
We were simply too busy for one another.
Barely had quality time together.)))))))):
We had a chat around 11pm, when he was doing closing.
Then he intentionally ask me to call later as he "got things to do".
I called back around 5 mins later.
When he's on the transport, so we continued to talk.
Suddenly, here came the door knocking away.
*frightened*
timidly, ledged the hedge and open the door.
There were no one, I wanted to close the door.
And he appeared.(((((:
11:15 PM
Were you just ain't sensitive enough or rather,
I'm just plain childish?
12:08 AM
Oh shoo..
Yes, I always use this in front of my children)))):
I have so many things to be done by next week and
I'm really running after time.))))))):
- 6 detailed lesson plans
- 2 learning corners
- 5 activities in each corner
- 3 pages of newsletter for parents
-CIRPE project.
))))))))))))))))))))):
Lord, give me more strength for the next month!
And it will be over!
12:29 PM
No Matter - Angel
"Doesn't matter whom you are with
doesn't matter where you are going
don't you know i'm still waiting here for you
and pray for you
In the sunny days,
Sun will light your day
In the windy days,
Wind will lead your way.
I have to say
you're my treasure moments,
never gonna walk away.
In the rainy days,
Rain will share my tears.
In the stormy days,
Storms will steal my pain
Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away
I'm pretending you're mine and wishing you'll be fine.
The moments we share never die
You've made a difference to my life.
and let me realise the feelings I've got deep inside."
I was trying hard to find this song.
So he helped me and found it.!
He sang it on the other side of the phone twice.
And I started tear uncontrollably.)):
I missed him!
So Much!
I haven't got to see him for like five days because of attachment.
We could even barely to talk more.
The entire conversation for the five days was just 30 minutes.
When I'm free, he's still on his bed and at work.
When he's free, I'm soundly asleep.
When He heard I was crying over in the other side,
he was SHOCKED!
Even though, how tired the both of us were,
we tried to talk the night till 4am.
((((:
Though he may not be as sweet to be like in the lyrics,
But it's really sweet that he sang to me on the phone.((((((((((:
6:18 PM
First week of attachment,
Not bad.
Shall not comment so much, if lecturers see, GOOD GAME!
hahahahah.
Rushing for assignments now!
)))))):
1:14 AM
